Small Heart

100 day of Strong boy

2011-08-24T09:57:00.001-07:00

Its my new kittens! Campur(kucingku) just deliver her babies exactly on the 100 day of my grandpa. 4 ekor smuanya. All of em are cute! Bulu 3 again. Hehe. Nah,got another "grandchildren" ^^v

missing U , strong boy

2011-06-04T03:03:00.000-07:00

34 days pass, since strong boy left us here.what to do,GOD loves him more. Strong Boy,is actually my grandpa. why strong boy? too many reason why we call him strong boy. hes been suffering too much from his cancer.and i adore him so much because of his strong and brave heart to carry on with his life,even hes been struggling for his life. And I still feel his lost. I don't want him to leave, but My heart hurt when I see him suffering. Relakan ja la,walaupun lum puas bermanja dengannya.

- Till now, I still can hear his voice,talking to me.
- I can still imagine him playing the rasa sayang song using his 'HARMONIKA' while im dueting him with my guitar. Adoyai. Missing U so much strong boy.

Too many things about him in my head that i cant erase. and,i'll always keep that fresh in my mind,coz i am happy and i have my laugh when im with you strong boy.!

out of mood! when ... bla bla bla

2011-02-18T22:47:00.001-08:00

Pukima. its a trebilly rude word pointing to other people. my mood fly away just because of this word. its feels like im done with this life.

if,you didn't love to see other people live happily why used the words and pointing it to the persons u hate? masih boley ngomong yg baik kan? ikut kata mati, ikut hati binasa.

its your will to talk everythings u want. but please respect others feeling. benci betul la dgn org yg tak tahu jaga hati org lain, sdgkan mahukan hatinya dijaga sebaiknya. Jangan minta direspect kalo sendri x tau mau respect org lain. BIKIN MALU.
the rest, I just ignore it. Migrain memikirkan itu. dah la. done with this entry.

Wrost Day...

2011-02-06T19:33:00.000-08:00

Still, no good bright news. And i'm still waiting. Urgh.. My bad. Today, i've send 2 application . Job application. What a day. I just foward my previous job application. and ready to tell you that " SA HANTAR SAJA. the entry still same. wahahaha..matai raaaaaaaaa...... " then, wat muka tak bersalah, sa send balik n buat correction. Hahahaha.. Can't wait for the reply. Hahaha . Myb the HR Manager tot me as a crazy applicants. hahaha.. adeh, cian sa.. heheheh...bah, next time sa lebih teliti kunun.. hihihihi

Sleep, worries .. Fate or miracle?

2010-11-08T06:52:00.001-08:00

It's a very tiring day today. Teaching the students about computer basic. I describe them as a Very 'guntilon' student! Its okay. As long as they enjoy with the class. Haha :-p

Today, just check the mtest result. This is my second time experience the mtest. Dulu ada pigi mtest. X di panggil interview. Myb x lulus ka? Atau dorg x minat amik sa jd cekgu. Haha. Tdk tau la. Fate or miracle? Do u believe in fate or miracle? I do believe in both fate and miracle. Tapi tidak selamanya kita boleh percaya pd takdir/nasib dan mengharap akan adanya keajaiban. Boleh kah kita percaya pada nasib bila zaman sekarang(moden), cara org dpt kerja pun moden. X perlu kelayakan. Pakai 'cable' cukup. Org yg berkelayakan? X dpt. Kesian! Sa pun victim juga. Haha. Cara pujuk hati "sbr kau hati. Blm masanya. Tuhan myediakan sesuatu yang indah utkmu" .. Atau, "masanya blm tepat utk kamu meraih semua itu"

Hai.. Hati ini cuma sekecil titik. Sometimes frust with the bad things happen in life. Ok la. Chao!

Borok and the her new baby!

2010-11-04T20:04:00.001-07:00

God, im so happy yesterday! Yay! My lil cute hamster Borok just deliver her baby! Hehe. There are 5 of them. New lil hamster. This is my first time see hamster deliver its baby. But---

I wake up this morning,and done with my daily activities. Breakfast, cleaning and yes, looking for the puppy. Then, take a look for the hamster. (Feeding and etc).. Just shock , im watching Borok eating her baby!! Adedeh, ada ka dia mkn anak dia. Just 3 left. I wonder if the mother is going to eat all of her babies! Argh, baru bergumbira kunun, sudah dia makan anak dia 2 ekor. Adei! Harap2 dia x makan habis anaknya tu.

Pst:// my grandpa laugh ha-ha-ha when I told him about the kanibal hamster. Hahaha. He asked me to 'REBUS' the hamster. Wakaka.

Urgh, im waiting for my sister to finished up her things. Lambat! Bilang mo p kedai. Beli barang. Now its nearly 12 noon!
Ok la. I end up my writings with full stop,see u at next entry.

Its raining outside..

2010-10-27T23:32:00.001-07:00

Howday! Urgh, today is Thursday oredy? Wow. Just feel that this week, the time is ticking so fast. Maybe im the one who didn't mention it. Too many activities been organize at school this week, and this busy mmt only end next week. Haha. Owh, what a day..tomoro Friday oredy. Hihi. Nti boleh la balik. Wakaka. Hamster in my peanut brain. Will meet you all tomoro my 3 lil hamster.

Here, heavy rain outside. Last week oso, 1 week non stop raining. Even on the last sports day, the athelete was playing with the rain on track. Haha.
Sadap kalau dpt tidur ni begini hujan. Haha.

I'm starving. My stomache can't stop rolling the drum. Neway, photo above was taken today,when i'm on my way back home,before the heavy rain. Urgh, lunch first. Dugalon sudah! Jadi sana dulu kamu.. Hehe

My hamster sleep freestyle!!!

2010-10-24T09:16:00.001-07:00

Hehe. When I come home from church today, I am a little bit shock seeing my lil hamster sleeping just like in the photo. Hehe. So I snap their picture. Mcm2 style..hehe..laughing till death. Haha,they color my day!

Oktober , Sejuk Dan Cerita Aku

2010-10-12T23:04:00.000-07:00

Oh...apa yang mau ditulis hari ini? Angin di luar nda boleh dikatakan angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa lagi. Uh, sejuk dan bulu-bulu roma menegak. Bila balik Ranau, cuacanya tidak lah macam di sini. Biarpun yes, BUNDU TUHAN dalam peta RANAU, tapi cuacanya ndak sama. Mungkin sebab di sini tanah tinggi. Bila angin bertiup, doiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.. macam apa saja... Terus terang, sa takut kunun..Bukan takut pasal apa , tapi takut bila angin kuat...
psst : --> itu wayar elektrik bunyi macam bunyi something..macam itu tombiruo (ya ka..macam sa penah dingar bunyi tombiruo..tinguk di wayang ja la..hahaha)..adesh.. So SCARY! Kalo siang tidak apa.. Kalo malam ??

Sekarang ni , tiap hari sa rasa mo tidur awal ni tau.. Kesejukan yang teramat sangat beh. Dan ndak lama mungkin sa akan dijangkiti virus yang sedang menular di kalangan guru-guru sekolah Srk.Don Bosco.. Sweater tebal2 dua lapis...dan, stokin tebal yang nda tau berapa lapisnya. Haha.. Duh.. mcm teda ngam. Hihi

Bila sa di sini, sa rindu gitar sa...Minggu lepas mau bawa balik Bundu Tuhan. Tapi, telampau la banyak barang sa mo bawa , so terpaksa kasi tangguh. Minggu depan camna? Adesh.. Kadang-kadang sa rasa perangai sa nda masuk akal. Kerap betul sa sakit kepala sebab tidak dapat main gitar...dan tidak nampak gitar sa tu di depan mata sa. Ubat sa kepada penyakit sa ni.. Sa kasi play balik semua recording gitar sa dari henpon..Haha..Walaupun nda macam real, tapi sa puas ati. Sebab Sakit kepala sa kurang dan sa boleh tidur.. Sa sanggup tidur bertemankan gitar sa dari tidur dengan adik sa yang mo mengofferkan diri manja-manja mo tidur dengan sa. Hahahaha. Ada jua kamu yang macam sa ka penyakit dia ? haha... Macam-macam ja sa ni..

Hari Jumaat..owh.. lama lagi.. Cepat lah datang...Sekian untuk niari.. mau balik dulu..

16 september...

2010-09-15T19:55:00.001-07:00

Hye ppl! It's 16 September. Too many history

behind 16 sept. Everybody knows the story.

Ala, if U don't know the story, and want to

know about 16 Sept, don't be shy. Just ask any

question to Uncle google. He will give U the

best answer ever. :p

Syukur, kerana kita menikmati kemajuan,

kemerdekaan dan keamanan seperti sekarang,

semuanya kerana perjuangan orang2 lama dan

semestinya juga berkat dari yang Esa. Tetapi,

malang. Masih ada anak2 muda zaman sekarang

yang tidak tahu bersyukur dgn apa yang

dikecapi. Tidak kurang juga ada yg mencaci

cerca negeri orang lain (u know who) . Hey,

wake up!! Kita sudah merdeka!!

Kita juga satu Malaysia..fikir-fikirkan lah..

Lastly, today is also my friend's birthday. So,

i wan't to take this chance to wish him a very

happy birthday, may Ur wish be granted by

God, and have a BLAST birthday. Hehe.

Ok ppl, im thinking what am i going to do

today,since 16 Sept is CUTI UMUM. What the

schedule for today? Nothing. Just stay at

home, and do the house chores. Haha. Chao.. !

......New Life..New Career...

2010-09-05T17:39:00.000-07:00

Hye! Sorry ppl...lamanya x update blog keramat ni..hihi..kesibukan yang datang mematikan hasrat untuk update blog ni...*sob..sob*

crita apa hari ni?
Cuti sekolah da start...so budak2 x datang skolah..yang datang skolah tu ialah cikgu2 dan staff pentadbiran..and of course la aku.. T_T

Start ngan kehidupan baru ni, karier yang baru..adeh..susah nak cakap..best tu yang banyak..dan ecxited nak keje tu pun ada. Banyak pengalaman baru , jumpa orang baru dan paling best, gaji baru... muahahha

ok, sekian untuk hari ini...jaga diri..

The Anger of Mine..

2010-07-12T06:44:00.000-07:00

I feel so damn angry..

i Feel my blood spreading everywhere in my body...(Hihi)

Owh...Should i or shouldn't i ?

But i didn't have the gut to show that i am angry... i just kept it, and i am enjoying the sensation of my anger..siap la...once i couldn't stand anymore, there will be thunderstorm everywhere..haha

Duii..

Dear smallheart,

Relax ok! Just ignore the things that make u going crazy.

U know its bad for your emotion's health, your damaged brain, crazy talk huh?? hehe..

o..my gudnes...!i oredy told ya'll when i am angry...check my previous post..lol...smallheart,smallheart..no need to explain la....This is your blogs...ya, terserah kamu dong...( This is what i got since i keep watching the indonesian drama...Benci bilang cinta..HAHAHHAA)

Yes..this is me..laughing2...while nobody's know that i am hiding my own problem inside my smallheart.. kasian deh kamu smallheart..heheh

The implication of my anger is ...

* Now i am so f*****' sick! my headache is killing me...!

* Oh..my eyes....can't explain...

ok la...time to shut off my writing....see you next post...chaoooo!

Nothing

2010-06-20T08:51:00.000-07:00

I don't really know what am i going to write a.k.a type @ drop down the words here. Haha.. So wired..! Wired but its true.

Today,I watch mentor4 - Tunjuk ajarku sifu.. Hihi.. Really love to watch reality tv show. Especially : ENTERTAINMENT. I am so bored without entertainment. My world would "Tertunggang Terbalik" if i dind't have enough entertainment in a day.. at least, i MUST play some tune and melody with my guitar.. :) (It makes me feel so relax.....) <3 it! :))

Its raining outside. Heavy rain. So i take coffee... Kopi Kapal Api, Betul-betul kaw!!(just like the iklan kopi) Hahahah.. It's Very cold here..and it makes me wanna peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ....Hadoi...

My sister returned school today.At MRSM, Kota Kinabalu Papar.. Urgh.. i'll be bored without her.. :( Nda ada yg mo bising suda..hahaha..Sedih ni..

Whats my plan for tomorrow ?

Buka kedai
Balik Rumah
Main game
On9
Makan
Tido

Nothing's special...just like my routine...hii...owh...my eyes...pedisnya! She wanna offer me some sleep tonite... :p Tired today, but sill can laugh out loud with everyone i meet.. But i miss him..ades...susah..susah...Ala, have faith..have patient..right? Hmm.. Ok la.. i think thats all..will update soon... Love you all... Good night.Sweet dreams... :)

Bila aku marah...

2010-06-17T07:32:00.000-07:00

Owh...apakah nasib diriku ini...hahaha..Hari ini 17.06.2010 paling best dlm idupku..suma perasaan bercampur baur...maka terjadilah letusan dalam hati..aku paling tak suka nak marah-marah...tapi hari ni,mmg mujarab coz aku marah,aku geram,aku kecewa..semuanya disatukan dlm jiwa aku..Aku tak suka marah okey! Tapi hari ini aku sangat marah!!!

Ptg td aku balik. Balik ke rumah dari tpt aku berkerja. Adikku senyum.Dan Ckp "Ko tau ...cuba ko p tgk patung cj7 ko tu.." aku jwb dan tanya "kenapa?" dengan penuh soalan. "PUTUS KEPALANYA DARI BADAN"itu lah jwpn yg diberikan..maka terjawablah persoalan tadi....Ku pun berlari naik ke atas...pegi ke bilik...tgk BETUL LA...kepalanya da terputus dari badannya...aduh..sakit hatiku...sakit sangat..bukan apa..patung tu patung kesayangan coz my dear yg beri. Owh...apakah yg ku rasa tika itu? Berikut merupakan perasaan ku di kala itu:

Marah ->> Sgt marah...terasa badanku panas. Suhu memuncak.... Owh..ku pujuk hati .."Sabar".....
Mahu nangis ->> Air mata bertakung da..mmg da nangis.. bila hati sakit sgt..aku akan rasa sangat sakit pada hati...
Kecewa ->> itu harta aku..brg aku..apasal sume barang aku org akan rosakkan?
Nak lempang mereka yg durjana ->> terasa ingin melempang mereka yg menjahanamkan patungku...tp ku pujuk hati.."jangan"..

maka aku pun pergi memasak makan malam untuk mengubati hati yang masih kemarahan. Dan menonton WC...utk hilangkan sakit hati...Huhu

Mlm ni Gadoh lagi...gadohnya sgt menyakitkan...tgk la nti apa aku akan buat...bye2...perlukan nap mlm ini...nite2

1-2-3-4 Plain White T's

2010-06-07T09:44:00.000-07:00

Hi Guys...i come back..heheh..lately, i've been listenin to this song...quite a wonderful song i guess..love it.. So guys out there, this is for you..urgh..really love this song la..(biar lagu ni da lama) :p

------------------> The Part I Like<----------------------

There’s only one thing To Do Three words For you (I love you) I love you There’s only one way to say Those three words That’s what I’ll do (I love you) I love you

------------------> \('o')/ <----------------------

a little information about the Plain White T's background :

Plain White T's is an American pop rock band, originally from Villa Park, Illinois. Formed in 1997 by high school friends Tom Higgenson and Ken Fletcher, the group had a mostly underground following in Chicago basements, clubs, and bars in its early years, and underwent numerous personnel changes. The band is best known for the songs "Hey There Delilah", which charted highly in many countries, and "1, 2, 3, 4". In 2008, they received a Grammy nomination for "Hey There Delilah". The band broke into the mainstream following the success of "Hey There Delilah" and the well-received "Hate (I Really Don't Like You)" from the album Every Second Counts. The group's latest album is Big Bad World, released in 2008
p/s.. i copied from wikipedia..haha...so click here to READ MORE

Hehehhe ..bla... enjoy this song la...its 1.03am oredy...wanna shut down my eyes oredy..daaaa everyone...muaaah!

1-2-1-2-3-4
Give me more loving than I’ve ever had
Make me all better when I’m feeling sad
Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting mad
I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
Its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
You’re the best that I’ve had
And I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1 2 1 2 3 4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
1-2-3-4
I love you
(I love you) I love you

Teriknya mentari

2010-04-03T07:30:00.000-07:00

Hari ini sgt penat..Badan rasa sengal2..alkisahnya mcm nie...oleh kerana hari ni hari Sabtu, aku turun ke bendang bersama adik dan mama aku... Musim menuai da tiba, padi pun da masak jadi kena lah menuai pula.
Cuaca pun sgt panas.. DOooh! Tak tahan panas ni..hahah
Belumpun sampai setengah hari, muka aku da jadi seperti udang yg digoreng. Aku bukannya x pakai baju lengan panjang pun.. Aku pakai. Dan aku bukannya tak pakai topi. Aku pakai. Topi lebar plak tu. Tp myb mentari tadi sgt panas...Adik aku yg sorg tu mati2 gelakkan aku..Takpa..takpa...

Abis badan jadi gatal terkena miang padi..hihi.. erk...Ada ka miang padi ? Da aku rasa sgt gatal..aku pun sebut dia miang..Balik rumah,keja aku masak nasik dan mandi...Skrg rasa sgt ngantuk. Nak upload gmbr padi tu.. tp x larat..nti jak ku edit post ni..hihi..gud nite everybody...
Have a nice sweet dream..Adoi....lenguh badan ni...Tolong Urutkan!!!!!!!!!

[ editted today...ala,satu jak la upload..slow tenet ni ]

Malam Yang Sunyi

2010-04-02T06:33:00.000-07:00

Halloooo...im back!..Tengah mlm mcm ni..tgl aku, mama aku dgn adik aku di rumah. Sunyi bangat..!!!!!!!...Berikut merupakan sebab2 munasabah kenapa rumah terasa sunyi. Ya,silakan terus membaca...

1. Abg aku takda :
Dia pegi jaga datuk aku yg tengah sakit dan dimasukkan ke dalam SMC..Dengar crita beliau ada masalah dgn usus kecil. (da kena operate pun) tp aku blm ada masa nak pegi tgk beliau..Kalo abg aku ada di rumah, suasana rumah ni mmg riuh. .aku label dia " Mat Kacau yg suka mengacau" Muahaha. Da tu pegi ke KK dgn x membawa apa2 rekod pengenalan diri dan sekeping not duit malaysia jugak sekeping wang syiling malaysia. Ya la tergesa2. Nti aku crita kisah selanjutnya

2. Adik pompuan kedua aku takda :
Dia mmg sllu xda di rumah. Mulut sedikit becok. Dan sangat CEREWET! Adoh..Mmg cerewet sgt2..mengalahkan mak2 nenek yg da berkahwin.Tapi aku mmg suka dgn dia..Aku kan kakak yg baik..Huhu..Dia da lama x balik..Sbb keja dkt Deleeton Hotel di KK. Hadoi..bila dengar kisah syif keja dia yg teruk,aku tumpang kasihan.Yg aku suka dgn dia ni bila aku tgh sengkek, dia sllu tolong aku. :) I love u my sister..haha

3. Adik pompuan ketiga aku takda :
Yg ni aku susah nak cakap. Dia xlah kuat cakap. Tapi bila da join sembang, ketawa dia melampau lampau. Siap menampar lagi. Skrg dia ada di Kolej Matrikulasi Labuan. Tapi tak lama lagi dia akan abes study.

4. Adik pompuan keempat aku takda :
Haaaaaaaaaaa...yg ni la penyumbang keriuhan rumah. Huhu...Dia sgt kuat cakap. Suka menyanyi. Bila ketawa suaranya sgt besar. Hahaha..Dia suka mengganggu bila org tengah busy. Dia takda di rumah sebab dia baru skolah dekat MRSM KK, di papar. Mula2 dia pegi skolah situ, dia asyik menangis saja. Tapi lama kelamaan, ok la dia..dia dapat menyesuaikan diri..ala,dia kan budak cengeng yg kecoh. :p

5. Nenek takda di rumah :
Nenek ini pegi melawat atuk di hospital. Mulut dia slalu pot pet pot pet..hihi..biasalah org tua ni...org muda kena hormat...dengar cakap mereka...

6. Atuk takda
Atuk sakit.mcm crita di atas tu. Aritu kami antar dia pegi hospital. Terus ke jabatan kecemasan. Kata doktor, sakitnya teruk. Hmm..Atuk da tua..Tunggu punya tunggu, akhirnya keputusan xray diperolehi pd sekitar jam 2 lebih pagi. Dan doktor mengesahkan atuk ada penyakit usus,dan perlu dibedah segera. Then,atuk terus dihantar pegi ke KK. Abg aku je la yg dapat ikut. Tanpa memakai selipar jepun,tak membawa apa2 rekod pengenalan diri, dan duit...dia pegi ja la..naik ambulan bukan kena byr pun..hahaha...tp mkn minum je la..Hadoi...skrg ni,dgr abg aku ckp atuk da ok. Tp habis hos2 yang disambung ke badan dia tu dia cabut...mm..mcm2 atuk ni...kasihan dia..

7. Bapa takda
Dia pegi stay d kebun bos..haha..Rumah sunyi sebab takda org nak marah2..huhu..dia marah anak2 dia ni yg degil..hahah.. sori bapa...

huhu...sgt sunyi...TV jak la buat rumah ni jadik kecoh. .takpa la..i wanna put full stop here...my head is aching. ngantuk da nie..huhu..nak tido...jum tido jummmm....

Huahaha

2010-03-28T19:35:00.000-07:00

Hello...helo everybody... Salam 1 MAlaysia...Hihi.. Lama ndak update blog...update la ni..Hemm..hari ini panas jak...odoi na...panas ba..tapi sejak kebelakangan ini, hujan suda turun membasahi bumi..ok la tu...tapi tanaman padi orang kampung banyak yg rosak disebabkan cuaca panas....tanaman mak aku pun tida ketinggalan...huhu..

Hadoi....keja aku ni bukak kedai,jaga kedai dan balik...hahahhaha....edes....takda idea pla mo mencarut bila lama x post blog ni..hahhaha..mlm ni kena asah pala otak la...pa nak di blog...
chow dlu..daaaa

penipu...

2009-10-05T22:15:00.000-07:00

aku heran sgt ngan hidup aku ni...ntah la.susah aku nak ulas ttg idup aku..aku bukannya siapa2 pun dalam dunia ni....i am just me..aku pun tak paham...kenapa ada org suka nak susahkan idup aku...susah kan hati aku...dan susahkan otak aku...mgkin mrka suka kot tgk aku dlm siksa..kesian...kesiannya pd diri sendiri...
persetankan mrka itu...x prnh sedar wujudnya kita dlm idup mrka...

sori la..aku x update blog aku setelah sekian lama...hmm..long story..very2 long story...x bleh di pendekkan...nti citer x best..tapi aku x larat nak citer kat suma org...baik aku makan hati sendiri..TAKPE la...aku da biasa idup sendirian mcm ni...
ari tu aku mmg da mati semangat nak bukak blog ni,ntah la.perasaan aku kacau.aku x suka mcm ni..aku amik keputusan pegi ke suatu tempat.
Tempat yg rahsia..ahaha..Aku nak aku sorg je tau...aku bleh idup tanpa henpon dan org lain di sekeliling aku...aku paling benci bila org tu sakitkan ati kita..mintak di maafkan...aku bukan tak maafkan...dlm ati aku aku maafkan..Cuma aku x cakap...kalo setakat terkasar bahasa,aku tak kisah...sbb kata2 aku pon kasar jugak..kadang2 la..bukannya selalu...tapi afa org tu sllu salah tafsir apa maksud aku....aku bukannya cakap bahasa alien pon..ataupun bahasa komputer..tp aku cakap bahasa melayu..Heran...aku alien ke dia alien...NTAH...nilai sendiri la..
Ada yg aku tak paham lagi..boleh ke..cakap ‘i still love u..’ tp sbetolnya tak..aku rasa nak bunuh diri ja bila terfikirkan benda ni...ada sorg kawan tu...dia lafaz break pd gf dia yg dia kata dia syg sgt... dan paling best tu dia boleh kata, ‘i didn’t mean it..’ aiks.....boleh ckp x sengaja..ya..myb x sengaja..tapi stahu aku setiap apa yg kuar dari mulut seseorang tu dtg dari hati dan otak yg mentafsirkannya..ntah la..boleh plak mengaku dia bf pmpuan tu pd org lain pdhal dia da ckp break..alahai la manusia....susahnya nak bagi ati aku percaya...susahnya nak paham aku...aku mmg susah nak difahami kot..hihi...

Dan...Aku tak suka jugak bila aku dipaksa2...aku punya suka la nak buat apa pada hidup aku...aku bukannya susahkan org lain...kalo aku susah pun..aku susah sendiri ja...kepada kwn2 ku sekalian,aku selama ni ikhlas berkawan ngan korg...sgt ikhlas dari hati...tapi pelis la..ingat aku ni walaupun aku tau aku ni comel sikit je...aku tak kisah kau siapa, mana asal usulmu, siapa keluargamu atau latar belakangmu ... aku ikhlas...
Ni ..aku copy dari buku catatan aku selama bbrp lama aku mendiamkan diri...

‘Jgn kata i love u, tapi hati kata i hate u..’
‘Jgn kata diri tu setia, kalo janji pun x dapat dikota...’
‘Jangan kata kamu cinta aku, kalo bbrp hari slps tu kau kata kau da punya pacar baru..sbb itu suma BULLSHIT.’
‘Aku tau...aku jauh...aku tau kau jauh...tp,ingat la..kau selalu x pcya aku...kau sllalu tekan aku..kau sllu paksa aku...’-sia2 aku setia...
‘aku nangis,kau kesiankan aku tak...’
‘LOVE IS BULLSHIT’..LIFE is SUCK..TAK APA la..aku suka camni.thanks to the pain..haha..
dah la...aku pon xda la sangat nak mengondemkan org...tak kisah la...dia atau kau atau mereka kondemkan idup aku,itu bukan hall aku...aku adalah siapa aku...yg hny hidup dgn hati kicilku...

to be cont....byk keje..kikiki

lalalalala

2009-09-28T20:19:00.001-07:00

will update soon...byk citer x tercrite...sabar suma...

Seize the day

2009-06-15T10:38:00.000-07:00

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost

It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time

But I'm too young to worry

These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while

I can move on with you around

I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?

I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done

We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time

But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost

It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in

No longer needed here so where do we go?

Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?

But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time

But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost

It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here

Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?

Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see

I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost

It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here

Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day [x2 then continues in the background]

I stand here alone

Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

I stand here alone

Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

- song dedicated to someone who lost their love...showin' what i feel..mmm.. -

download and listen to the song here

Goodbye

2009-06-15T10:27:00.000-07:00

i am getting tired...

i am getting worse.

i am getting weaker than before..

i am not strong...

God...

what am i going to do with my life...?

so Goodbye..

im walking alone alone on the crossroads

this is the path i choose..

just let me be me..

forever

2009-06-06T07:47:00.000-07:00

Once he said to me "forever"

"I love you" he whisper close and closer to my ears
"I'll be here...i promise"
People say it would last forever
Last forever...
how long it takes to be forever
and said "Never say never"
But that is the word I always will hear...

I always wish that I was blind
Unable to see everything beautiful in front of me
I wish I was deaf so that i couldn't hear anything
i wish i don't have the brain
to think everything badly..
i was hurt...i was so damn sick for having a brain
I will never forget
No matter how hard I try
Never say forever because forever is JUST a lie...
Life is a mystery....we don't know what happened tomorrow...
we couldn't even make our life PERFECT to someone we love..
live up for one good reason...cry for one small scar...and broken for only a small crack in the heart....

hmm....aku dah mula merapu lagi...

The pain inside eating my small heart

2009-06-05T00:50:00.000-07:00

opps....links appear broken.. Will be updated soon... :D
[and skrg aku update la ni..muahaha]

Sapa dia? .. ntah la..manusia yg wujud dlm ilusi org lain kot.. aku terkena badinya sekali walhal aku tak kenal pon sapa dia tu...muahahah'ing...aku semakin hairan, bengong, sakit, gila, x sihat dan mcm2 lagi...bagus la...tahniah kepada diri sendiri....

tadi tu dlm kelas buring...kerja aku baca mangga online...suka ati aku...aku tak kisah and tak mahu kisah pon pasal siapa-siapa padahal org lain pon x KISAH pasal aku....aku jugak yang merasa...mmm...aku hepi baca mangga...dan aku seorang yang gila anime...at least aku mmpu senyum dan gelak sorang2 bila membacanya dan menengoknya...erk...menengoknya..? ada ka dlm kamus dewa dewi perkataan nie..? suka ati aku la...maka mintak la aku rujuk kamus..haahahah...

aku penat...bosan...sakit..lenguh...suma pun ada..aish..beruntungnya jadik manusia..suma bleh rasa...da la...x nak crita banyak...x bleh crita banyak.ni....aku kepil sekali satu part naruto mangga yg aku baca tu...pandai2 la korg baca..n pahami apa yg dlm pic tu...owh...plz clik the image to view large image.. tuk korg lebih jelas tgk kandungan image tuh..

Sorry For The Stupid Things

2009-06-01T07:11:00.000-07:00

Sometimes we wish for the better
When we have it good as it gets
Sometimes the grass isn't greener
As soon as we find out, we forget
Sometimes a fool doesn't know he's a fool
Sometimes a dog, he don't know he's a dog
Sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really don't mean it at all

Sometimes a man is gon' be a man
Its not an excuse, its just how it is
Sometimes a wrong, don't know that they wrong
Sometimes the strong, ain't always so strong
Sometimes a girl is gon' be a girl
She don't want to deal with all the drama in your world
God knows I don't mean to give it to you
So girl, I'm sorry for the stupid things
I wish I didn't do but I do

Sometimes I wish I was smarter
Wish I was a bit more like you
Not making stupid decisions made at the last minute
You live to regret when its through
Well sometimes a fool, doesn't know he's a fool
And sometimes a dog, he don't know he's a dog
But sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really didn't mean it at all

Sometimes a fool doesn't know he's a fool
And sometimes a dog, he don't know he's a dog
But sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really didn't mean it at all
At all . . .at all

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i loooooooooove this song.....song by the babyface...i love their song..

'Sometimes a man is gon' be a man
Its not an excuse, its just how it is
Sometimes a wrong, don't know that they wrong
Sometimes the strong, ain't always so strong
Sometimes a girl is gon' be a girl
She don't want to deal with all the drama in your world
God knows I don't mean to give it to you
So girl, I'm sorry for the stupid things
I wish I didn't do but I do'

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lol....too many sorry...sorry for the stupid things...sorry for being so stupid...

Aku yang bosan

2009-05-28T19:33:00.000-07:00

Tadi pagi bukak blog and baca update blogs kawan2...haha..and thanks to HARU hehehe...for such a nice entry..emoticons tu..aku pun try la..hahahaKIUT emoticons tu..

Hmm..da bbrp ari x update blog ni..xda idea nak update..idup pun kucar kacir...kadang2 rasa nak mampus ja..Hahaha..gila ka sewel aku ni..x tahu nak mengarut apa ntah..sbb aku tau aku akan mengarut bila da mula mengarut..

Aku rindu nak balik Rumah..Aku rindu gitar aku.....tapi aku x balik..HAHAHA.padan muka aku sndiri...skrg sgt busy..malas main2 da..malas sakit2 juga dah...

Aku sakit mcm ni...aku x suka rasa mcm ni...tp org suka tgk aku sakit..tak tahu kenapa..mm..myb its my fate...fate? Yah..let it be..akhir2 ni aku suka sendiri dlm bilik..best...duh...blogging time training ni...and skg tgh boring la ni..huh...gtg...ada masa update lagi...
owh..bosan ngan ari2 yg mendatang!Bye all...

why me?

2009-05-22T10:42:00.000-07:00

will you wait for me?
and care for me?
even for a thousands years, you'll keep waitin' for me?
will you hold my hand forever, and never let it go?
will you always say I NEED U,I LOVE and MISS YOU,
even if u know im dyin' tomorrow?
will you trust me in every single action i do,
even if i am thousands miles away from you?
will you see that im the only one who care and love you,
even im not always be around you..?
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urgh....
if only u will....
Day comes after the day and the time passed away
the pain i feel..remains forever...
whos gonna fix it for me..? no body's will..i wont let it to be fixed...let the pain killin' me softly...i'm not even worth for anybody...i am useless...no more love story...no more fairy tales..it just a horror nightmares coverin' me every night with the teardrops and the painful pain i feel inside..erk...should i say thank you for leavin me behind with all of this tears and pain? God...im not strong enough to overcome this all kind of shit..i'm just wondering...why me..? why do i have to feel everything?MY FAULT?owh...just let it be...as long as other ppl are happy for doin this to me...then its okay...i am the one who feel the sensation of pain...

im sorry ....

2009-05-10T02:33:00.000-07:00

Im sorry that im not pretty, and dont have the thighs,
Im sorry that i have neither the body, nor the eyes,
Im sorry that i get sad and my escape is to lie,
Im sorry about the guilt and everytime you cry,
Im sorry im not perfect and dont get the grades,
Im sorry that everything you say, goes in my head and fades,
Im sorry that shes perfect and that makes me want to shout,
Im sorry that i cant impress you and that gives you reason to dought,
Im sorry im not her, your precious one and only,
Im sorry she gets attention, leaving me so lonely,
Im sorry i cant reach, your high perfection
Im sorry i dont see your way, i look the opposite direction,
Im sorry i call you names, and never see your way,
Im sorry that i never tell you, that i hope you have the best someday,
Im sorry that you never catch all the shit they say,
Im sorry i dont stand up for you, i just look the other way,
Im sorry that when you look you think of what you want to be,
Im sorry that you cant see the beautiful woman that i see,
Im sorry that you've explained, but it dosent change how i feel,
Im sorry that my heart is acheing, and i dont think it will heal.

"credit to PoemHunter.com"

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Never let your love float away...
otherwise, the pain will stay forever with you....

aku merapu lagi...

2009-05-09T09:29:00.000-07:00

Woho...sedih..pedih...sakit...suma perasaan ada...good la...good for me...i deserve to have the feeling...hahahaah....owh...tukar topik jom...

hepi holiday kepada kengkawan yg da nak balik kampung....baik2 di kampung tu..jangan panjat2 pokok sembarangan....kang jatuh,sendiri susah...jangan balik minum tuak or 'tumpung'..hahahaahah...mabuk nanti korg tak ingat jalan balik rumah...sesat masuk sungai nanti..

Kepada kawan2 yang berpraktikal,praktikal la baik2...kitaorg tunggu kena belanja jak ni..haaha....kitaorang x balik....bertapa lagi menuntut ilmu di dunia yang penuh pancaroba ini..haaha..pancaroba pulak...yang penuh dengan manusia2 yang pelbagai ragam...

bila da jauh, jangan lupa la kitaorg....ingat memori bersama...album gmbr kan ada banyak..huhuhu...tgk la...jangan dilupa tau si nakal ni yang senyap n kadangkala x habis2 ketawa disebabkan telatah kawan2...

Selamat hari ibu buat mama, para ibu2 seluruh dunia..semoga menjadi lebih tabah dalam menghadapi hidup ni...dan sesungguhnya jasa ibu x ternilai...kepada mama ku...terima kasih kerana membesarkanku sehingga jadik besar mcm ni..hahahahah...

selamat tinggal kenangan...terima kasih penderitaan...

HIDUP NI sangat SUSAH...

Everyday is J.A.V.A and coming soon 3P....

2009-05-05T23:15:00.002-07:00

Woho...my day get busy lately....busy with my life..busy with my java and coming soon the 3P's program..And say what...i am so damn tired...badan sakit2...everything is SAKIT...hehehe....bila balik trainning Java, after 6pm tu confirm aku tetido kepenatan...hikhikhikhik.....ada sekali tu aku tetido smpai x ingat dunia...bangun2 ja da nak masuk jam 11.45pm...smpai siang tak boleh tido..hahaha....penat la..opis hour ni...blm kerja lagi...ni baru trainning...hahahaha..

Java o..java... best...just like the others programming language...but it may driving your head so damn crazy...drowning and sinking into the heaven of coding...argh..yg penting,best...hahaha...takpe jadik gila..hahaha

kawan-kawan suma busy nak balik kampung..takpe la...berHarvest Day di semenanjung jak..hihihi....da x sihat sgt da...rasa macam sakit ja...ni blogging dlm klas plak time lect ni sibuk bercerita...ya..pergunakan keboringan yang ada dengan kehidupan yang memboringkan ni...hahahaha

adoh...makin sakit pulak tulang pinggang ni..hihi..nak kena karate ni...hihi..kalo d rumah ada jugak adik yang nakal mengurut bila kesakitan..menemani hari2 and confirm x boring d rumah...haahhaah..riuh dengan suara adik2..yang paling best,di rumah ada gitar kesayangan aku....hahahah...rindu la ngan gitar...jadi mengubat rindu dengan tengok youtube...tengok la apa-apa pun..yang penting ada musical instruments...hehehehehe

p/s- i dont know why life is so hard...and full of color...mmm....beat it...What ever it is...this is what we call LIFE...

so damn boring...

2009-04-30T08:05:00.000-07:00

Wa....i am so damn boring...its 30 April oredy...hihi...today's story...mmm...planning with the systemathic corp group member to present the e-hostel system this evening but owh..others group tell us that our lect is not free today...He canceled every appointment today..so we just stay in the library..frozen like ice....and doing some task...configuring the network for the presentation purposes...actually our project manager do the configuration..hahahaha....we just look what he just doing..hihihi...

Woh....everything's just playing chronic in my damn head...dunno la...hahah..think about my future...im lately thinking of writing some songs...stupid song actually..hahah..but my guitar oredy at home di Sabah lor...anyone can lend me your guitar? hmm....i'm askin my cousin to arrange the music latter..so here, i just playing with the coding and listening to the song,and the sound around me...the fan and everything.

The time run very fast...x sedar da 3 tahun bersama kawan2 di Skolah...everyone will lead their own way then after this....which crossroads will i take? woh...really miss every single moments with them...and always do miss the moments..we've come from every different culture,races and places...put together the trust and faith in our friendship..and i learn so many things when i with these batch..hahaha...Information System Management 06-09...IS221...

ha...this picture is taken during the 'motoGP' tournament...hahah...berlatarbelakangkan bas sekolah...hihihi

ni time kitaorg buat Q-info Race...Kerjasama dgn PTAR...aktiviti mendebarkan...hahah..ada part yang peserta kena makan bread yang disapu ngan wasabi.....n minum air carrot putih..hahahah....lawaks...

ni pulak...mm..time family day IS221...tak larat mau upload suma gmbr..hahaha....mmg sgt best...penat tapi dapat banyak pengalaman dlm teamwork.

ni plak time kami main futsal inter-borneo d UPM aritu...team kami la...hihi...adoh..da la..yg pting,every memories will remain forever here in my heart...

playin' dumb

2009-04-27T04:18:00.000-07:00

"....i love you...."
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hahaha....i just playin dumb here....hehe...pretending to be okay...yes i am okay...but i am not okay at all...hahahah...

thanks to the STARS...always be there whenever i need them...shining up my lonely night...tengkiu bintang....

Thank you buku sbb kau jadi mangsa untuk aku meluah perasaan...aku tahu kau xder perasaan...sbb tu aku luah suma atas kau...aku koyak,aku conteng aku hentam pun suma atas kau..hahaa...

n big THANKS to anyone who read this post....aku saje je main2...main2 dengan perasaan bodo ni...
!@#$%^&*) SDHJT%#$#@WSDFGHYJ N WE%YHG FDAWEYUIYKA E#$^&*()...hahaha....

2009-04-27T03:57:00.001-07:00

cinta ini membunuhku by dmasiv Mp3 Codes

12 cara untuk mengetahui kamu mencintai seseorang

2009-04-26T11:46:00.000-07:00

12 Cara Untuk Mengetahui Kamu Mencintai Seseorang...

12:
Kamu bercakap dengan dia hingga lewat malam dan bila kamu tidur, kamu masih teringat padanya.

11:
Kamu berjalan dengan perlahan sekali bila bersama dengannya.

10:
Kamu rasa serba tak kena bila berjauhan dengannya.

9:
Kamu akan tersenyum bila kamu mendengar suaranya.

8:
Bila kamu memandangnya, kamu tidak nampak orang lain di sekeliling. Kamu hanya nampak dia...

6:
Dia adalah segalanya yang kamu ingin fikirkan.

5:
Kamu perasan kamu sentiasa senyum apabila kamu memandangnya.

4:
Kamu akan melakukan apa sahaja untuk membolehkan kamu berjumpa dengannya.

3:
Semasa kamu sedang membaca ini, dalam fikiran kamu terbayang wajah dia sahaja.

2:
Kamu begitu asyik memikirkan tentang dirinya sehingga kamu tidak perasan bahawa nombor tujuh hilang/tiada.

1:
Kamu akan balik ke atas untuk memastikan adalah betul tiada no 7 dan kamu akan tergelak sendiri.

hahahahahah....i copy paste je....enjoy reading...asyik sedih jak...senyum la...

Pain

2009-04-25T10:41:00.000-07:00

MUAHAHAHAHAHHA....wooh...bestnye...i hate the pain...HAHAHA...pretending to be happy while im suffering inside...owh...owh.... i am okey... but i mean i am NOT okey.. i am drowning in pain... HAHAHAHA....laughing out loud like the demon...

RIMAS

2009-04-23T13:16:00.000-07:00

its faboulous..hahaha

Lari lari lari
aku lari tinggalkan semua ini
Untuk mencari-cari
cari ketenangan diri
Pergi pergi pergi
engkau pergi dari hidupku ini

Ku tak mahu mahu
engkau hadir dalam diri ini
Keluhan hatiku tak siapa yang tahu
Ku simpan semua sebak didada
Biarpun ku yang terluka
Pernahkah kau mengerti
caraku memujukmu

Pernahkah kau hargai
caraku mencintaimu
Lafasan kata dari bibir
Adakah ia dari hati
Mungkin kau tak fahami maksud yang tesembunyi
Titisan airmata dari pipi ke bumi
Pernahkah kau peduli betapa sedih diriku ini

Mengapa aku yang terluka
Aku yang merana
Aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini
Engkau yang meminta
Aku yang sengsara
Rimas rimas Aku rimas

Tinggalkan seorang kecundang
Istana jiwaku goyang
Roboh dan tumbang
Sawanku lantang
Tidak berpantang

Letupnya siang siang
Bukannya alang kepalang
Datangnya perang
Dan bawaku ke jurang
Pulanglah sayang
Janji ku tatang
Ku hapuskan dalang
Dalangnya sayang

Sayangnya hilang
Hilanglah garang
Garangku terbang melayang
Terbongkangku terbang kau terhoyong-hayang
Tak pandang belakang
Terkankang gilaku tak diundang
Ku rapuh semua tak bertiang
Janjiku kini kan bertulang

Lari lari aku
lari tinggalkan
Tuk mencari
Untuk mencari ketenangan
Aku pergi tinggalkan
Tinggalkan kau sendiri
Ku pergi..kini ku pergi
Tinggalkan mu sendiri

aduh rimas lah!dah la weih!

im hurting my self

2009-04-23T08:25:00.000-07:00

Nothing here...i just want to hurt my self..

set me free....

2009-04-18T09:56:00.000-07:00

for those who know my feelings...for those who understand me....for those who are tryin to understand me...thank you so much...sori for disturbing your life....condemning yours life...makes your day so fuckin suck...i am really sorry...
i've been tryin to be perfect...but i'm just me...i am just what i am..every time i try to be so quiet....to be so perfect but i'm not...i found that that was not me.i don't even know my self..sori kawan2....sori lizard....sori semua...just let me be my self....even you dont like me the way i am....just let me be myself...

Sori for having such a small heart...ppl just don't understand me...they just don't!If they're complaining that they know me....thousands sorry for them...because no one could understand me..they just don't know how much i am suffering inside..and they just say ...."DAMN U!how dare u !@#$%^&*()"...SHIT....thank u jugak...hahaha...

My head is full of SHIT....my heart is beatin' faster...faster.. and faster than before..myb its time for me to say farewell to you all..heheh..Erk..gila ka...Yes i am...X BETUL da ni..
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE....just leave me alone....Just Leave me Alone...
but its ok la..i dun blames the ppl who don't understand the way i feel inside...i'm so fuckin sick! Pain Inside...hopefully, this SO CALLED TALENT for having such a small heart lasts forever in my self...hahaha....

erk...dont understand my words...? LANTAK ngko LA...hahaha...sapa suruh baca...neway..i just throw away my sadness my stress here.. i hope its work...examination is another 2 day from now...i don't know whether i can make it or not...o maybe it will become my nightmare after this...jadi penakut untuk PERKARA itu...wtf...so disturbing! mm....hepi2 jak la...

Last but not least, good luck to all my friends....iffa,mayau,iemah,sunflower and miamorenya...bebudak Is221,x kira la post dip ka post STP ka...kalo ada hint share la..ekekekeke....k la...GTG...someones calling from the dark..hihi...mati la....~~~~

Saat Terakhir.....

2009-04-14T14:44:00.001-07:00

HUHU.....dah takda nak post...idea lari ntah pegi mana...owh..its 5.45 am oredy..kwn2 da lama da berdengkur..Hahaha...Cannot sleep lar! Too many things disturbing my Kepala otak.. urgh...ntah la..well..i post this song...Saat Terakhir...erk...mcm meleleh jugak air mata...hahaha...the guitar and the lyrics...owh..what am i going to say.sooo touching.....

arh....x mau crita pjg2...so,enjoy the video!

ni lyrics..

Tak pernah terpikir olehku
Tak sedikitpun ku bayangkan
Kau akan pergi tinggalkan kusendiri

Begitu sulit kubayangkan
Begitu sakit ku rasakan
Kau akan pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri

Dibawah batu nisan kini
Kau tlah sandarkan
Kasih sayang kamu begitu dalam
sungguh ku tak sanggup
Ini terjadi karna ku sangat cinta

*Inilah saat terakhirku melihat kamu
Jatuh air mataku menangis pilu
Hanya mampu ucapkan
Selamat jalan kasih

#Satu jam saja kutelah bisa cintai kamu;kamu;kamu di hatiku
Namun bagiku melupaknmu butuh waktuku seumur hidup
Satu jam saja kutelah bisa sayangi kamu... di hatiku
Namun bagiku melupaknmu butuh waktuku seumur hidup
di nanti ku......

reep:*
# 2x

hoooo....wouwo....

"Menyampah aku!".....back off la weih!

2009-04-08T00:36:00.000-07:00

Heiiii..ni la nak hambur suma dlm blog ni..dah takda tempat nak habur...Alkisahnya camni..ntah la camna nak mulakan...yg pastinya aku tersangatlah tensen...ntah la..aku tau suma org pun tensen..tensen kan dengan kebusyian masing2...aku tau kawan2...mmg sgt paham!tapi pelisssssssss la...jgn tambahkan ketensenan aku...kalo korg degil jugak,nak bagi org tensen, pegi la bagi org lain tensen...jangan bagi aku tensen..aku dah la jadi SLAVE kpd perasaan..karang aku x siapkan kerja KITA jugak yg susah...

Hmm..aku bukannya apa..ya la..tapi da lama sgt pendam perasaan..dah tak bleh tahan..kena kuarkan jugak..Nanti pendam lama2 jadi benci la pulak..aku tak suka bab benci2 org ni..tapi yg aku menyampah ni..apasal org x reti2 nak besyukur dgn apa yg kita buat? Da la x buat keja.. Tapi bab mengomen tu dia la juara..mmg takde yg leh lawan punya...ranking atasan mmg dia la..HUAHAHAH....org atasan pon x komen..bleh plak kata tu..."Mcm @#$%^&*()_" hikhikhik...Serius aku menyampah!Toksah la nak dok mengata diri busy n takde masa nak buat kerja lain...ORANG lain pun busy jua...Kalo tau diri tu x bleh buat kerja yg org lain buat tu, baik duduk diam2 ja la..kang aku suruh buat kerja tu baru dok menonggeng kata taknak..tak tau buat...lagiiiii la aku menyampah

aku sbnrnya x la jahat sgt pon...kalo org lain baik dengan aku, aku lagi baik dengan dorg..tapi jangan la sampai melepasi batas kesabaran sbgai sorg manusia...kita ni manusia..bukan BINATANG...so kena toleransi la sikit..paham keadaan sesama manusia...Apa yg penting? KERJASAMA...Hihi teringat la pulak dengan yell budak kumpulan mana ntah masa Camping ari tu..
Huhuhu..

Last but not least,before i end up my writing today...SORI la k..Kalo org tu rasa dia yg sedang aku geram..10 jari aku susun nak mintak ampun..kalo tak cukup,tambah je ngan jari2 kaki aku...kalo tak cukup jugak,pinjam la jari tuanku iffa and mayau cath lampard..hahaha...x cukup lagi campur ja la dgn jari kaki dan tangan org lain sampai cukup..hahahah..aku da cukup mengarut da hari ni..ini pun disebabkan oleh ketensenan perasaan dan jiwa aku....Aku mmg mcm ni...relek2 jugak...tapi ada limit...so,dont ever try to step over the limits..

____________P/s: Ades....bahasa apa yg sy guna ni..hahaha...bleh plak speaking semenanjung...hahaha......mmg boleh tapi dlm klas saja guna ________________

Bakal Pengantin Dirogol....

2009-04-06T20:14:00.000-07:00

Bakal pengantin dirogol kenalan
Oleh Mohd Firdaus Ibrahim

AMPANG: Penantian seorang wanita untuk menempuh alam perkahwinan tidak lama lagi berakhir dengan mimpi ngeri apabila dia menjadi mangsa rogol kenalannya sendiri di rumah sewa lelaki itu di Pandan Terrace, dekat sini, kelmarin.

Dalam kejadian jam 8 pagi, mangsa dikatakan sedang menunggu teksi di hadapan rumahnya untuk ke tempat kerja sebelum disapa lelaki berusia 30-an itu yang menawarkan untuk menghantarnya ke tempat kerja.

Menurut sumber, pada mulanya mangsa berusia 20-an, menolak pelawaan pemuda berkenaan sebelum lelaki itu memujuknya dengan bersungguh-sungguh sehingga sanggup untuk turun dari keretanya.

“Mangsa yang termakan pujukan itu mengalah dan menerima pelawaan lelaki berkenaan. Ketika dalam perjalanan, suspek berpura-pura kononnya dia tertinggal beberapa dokumen penting sebelum meminta kebenaran mangsa untuk berpatah balik ke rumahnya,” katanya.

Mangsa yang mula meragui tindakan lelaki itu meminta suspek menghantarnya terlebih dulu ke tempat kerja.

Sumber berkata, suspek enggan berbuat demikian menyebabkan berlaku pertengkaran kecil antara mereka.

“Mangsa ditampar beberapa kali sehingga pengsan oleh pemuda terbabit sebelum dia dibawa pulang ke rumah lelaki itu,” katanya.

Difahamkan, sebaik tiba di rumah lelaki itu, mangsa yang sedar daripada pengsan cuba melarikan diri, tetapi gagal, sebaliknya dia dirogol lelaki itu berulang kali.

“Disebabkan susuk tubuh lelaki itu yang besar, mangsa tidak mampu melawan dan hanya mampu menjerit meminta pertolongan namun tiada siapa mendengar jeritannya,” katanya.

Katanya, sebaik selesai melempiaskan nafsunya itu, pemuda berkenaan menghantar wanita berkenaan ke tempat kerjanya dan mengugut akan mencederakannya jika menceritakan kejadian itu kepada orang lain.

“Bagaimanapun, mangsa menceritakan kejadian itu kepada kakaknya sebelum mereka berdua membuat laporan di Balai Polis Pandan Indah.

“Sumber berkata, mangsa kini trauma dan sedih berikutan peristiwa yang menimpa dirinya kerana dia bakal melangsungkan perkahwinan dalam masa terdekat,” katanya.

Sementara itu, Ketua Polis Daerah Ampang, Asisten Komisioner Abd Jalil Hassan ketika dihubungi mengesahkan kejadian berkenaan bagaimanapun enggan mengulas lanjut.

Sumber :http://www.hmetro.com.my/Current_News/myMetro/Tuesday/Setempat/20090407092135/Article/index_html

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Today's morning,i read this article on harian metro online..and...what can i say.. Cis...sial mcm hewan la org yg buat kerja bodoh camni...sanggup org buat sesama manusia mcm ni....x bertamadun langsung! Bagus tembak saja org ni..

Huahaha....tag lagi!

2009-03-31T05:30:00.000-07:00

Ala...i copy paste je dari tuanku ifa...nyahahaha

1.Bekas kekasih saya adalah :
- Ada...xnak cakap...karang cakap ati ni rasa panas jak

2.Saya sedang mendengar :
- Macam2 bunyi! Nonong ngan bunyi shinchan..Lagu the rock dari enpon ida..bunyi kipas..n bunyi renyukan kulit biskut...(Sy dgr ... x tgk pon..)haha

3.Mungkin saya patut :
- Turun n berjumpa ferry...! (dia msg tadik)

4.Saya suka :
- Suma yg sy suka! Misti la x lari anime n musixxxxx

5.Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :
- sgt ramai!suma adalah sahabat baik sy..termasuk hewan2 ternakan n harta benda peribadi yg sy ada..Huahahah

6.Saya tak paham :
- apasal org suka kutuk org blakang2? kutuk la depan2 ker...

7.Saya kehilangan :
- Kekasih yg x dianggap...Huahaha

8.Ramai yang berkata :
- Ganas la ko.. ekeke.. jum jamming jum....(suka ni...)

9.Makna nama saya :
- ntah..mama x bgtau ...n sy pon x tau

10.Cinta itu adalah:
- menyakitkan....sungguh!

11.Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :
- membuat bising..budak2 lebri tu la...

12.Saya akan cuba :
- buat sistem sbyk 60%! (ades..sadisnya!)

13.Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
- Berterusan

14.Telefon bimbit saya :
- Xda kredit!

15.Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :
- sy tgk luar..da siang ker? Apasal aku terjaga dari tido?

16.Saya paling meluat apabila :
- org x reti bahasa..mengegeh...paksa2 sy...sy sgt benci!

17.Pesta/Parti adalah :
- utk besukaria...huahahahah

18.Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :
- kongkang yg comel dan org utan

19.Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
- dari sy merangkak sampailah skarang! hahaha

20.Hari ini :
- sgt bengang!

21.Malam ini saya akan :
- baca nota..siapkan sistem la..adoh!

22.Esok pula saya akan :
- g kelas makerting!

23.Saya betul2 inginkan :
- Balik kg...n gitar baru...tapi x mampu...tolong la belikan...ekekekeke

24.Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :
- wa...apasal mata sy sepet?

25.Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
- xda...masuk kedai music..hahaha

26.Makanan Barat atau Jepun :
- Jeponnn! Tapi sedap lagi soup yg mama sy buat..hihi

27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
- xda beza...dorg tetap bising....

28.Makanan segera adalah :
- makanan yg selalu sy mkn..ahahaha

29.Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
:: “thanks..”

Penat

2009-03-29T11:51:00.000-07:00

Woh...penat..rasa nak bebel crita camping...tapi penat..so sy buat point form je la..

- Sangat penat!
- Sengal Seluruh Badan!
- Sakit Hati!
- Pening!
- Rasa mok bunuh diri ja!
- Tanya...bila la org dapat faham sy?
- Tensen!
- Mok mati!

Sekian Terima kasih....esok2 kalo rajin, nanti update la..kalo x xda la update...kuang3...

i miss my mom

2009-03-19T10:14:00.000-07:00

Huhu.....time2 gini la slalu rindu ngan mama..sy ni bukan la anak manja..anak biasa2 ja yang da terbiasa idup sendiri dari dulu...Too many trouble/obstacles burden me..i just feel like shit! I wonder why not someone just TIKAM and kill me the day i was born?--urmm...wa...seems like i dun thanks to God for my existence... haha..parah ni...ka bersyukur jugak..ya..sy bersyukur dilahirkan...hihi

owh ya...i miss my mom......when i'm at home, shes the one who do care for me..shes the one who sacrifice herself for her childrens..huhu...besarnya pengorbanan mama...

I remember the first time i've been accepted to stay at the hostel, mom x bagi sy pegi..hahaha...1 of the reason is "kena jumpa doktor...kena p review di hospital.." uh...i'm a bit dissapointed that time...ya la...x dibagi pegi hostel..adeh...siap packing brg lagi sy..tp last2 x dibagi pegi hostel....nangis sy time tu..hahaha...bodohnya si cengeng...asyik menangis..

then,x lama sy apply lagi sekali masuk hostel..n i've been accepted to be a hostel's student..hahahah...see how lucky i am...hehe..n this time,keras hati..n mom mengalah...she let me go...but with a condition..JANGAN NAKAL...hahaha...n you know what?? sy mmg nakal gila sblm masuk hostel...n pas masuk hostel..jadi budak baik la pula...adeh...myb sbb peraturan dia kali...strict mo mampus...hahah..n the 1st day sia p hostel,register...boleh2 mama lupa sia da xda di rumah..mama masak sup byk2...(hihi my febret)..n panggil sia makan..hahaha...mo tegelak bila kakak sepupu crita...duh..really miss my mom soup! n for sure her cooking..hahaha...

owh...what else ya..owh...time sia mo jalan p U,pun satu hal...mama risau , gusar x menentu..especially the last day im at home..mundar mandir..turun naik dia...kluar masuk bilik sy..ekekek...ya lo...myb because i'm her 1st daghter ba..hahaha...n dia mula membebel.."sampai sana jgn lupa diri".."sampai sana jgn lupa bdoa".."hati2 sana".."jgn jalan sorg".."study btl2".."duit..*&%$#@!@#$%&*"...hahah..mama is the best! I miss my mama...manja2 , main2.. huhu..slalu kalo nangis mama pujuk...mama yg nasihat...sbb tu skarang sy jadi orang..huhu...wah..pjg betul da sia merapu...jam 2 oready...btr i stop la..haha..x habis crita mom ni...nanti la...

They Play GREAT.....

2009-03-17T07:43:00.000-07:00

Got Headache! Damn..huhu...dis morning i go attend mr.Juw information Security Class mcm besa jua la...During the class i feel so boring....! Soo sleepy.. Then what did i do?
1. See inside My Handphone
2. Ask my friend for the ISM Family Day Photo
3. Non-stop talking ( Tp slow2 la..Haha )
4. Tengok Tenet cari picture apa ntah..hahaha

I dont know wether Mr.Juw mention about my weird act...hahhaa..one thing that can be guarantee, i think he feel like the students doesn't take their breakfast yet...hahaha...suma muka kasihan..mybe that's why he let the student to take 5...hahahah

and owh! mlm ni ada Ladies nite d dataran Puncak...Mcm besa la..kalo ada Futsal ada la ballbuster...tapi..hmm..mlm ni kitaorg x main..bagi big chance kepada adik2 lain yg nak menang..hahaa...ada pegi tengok kejap ja..n my comment for the ladies who Play Futsal without Ballbuster? THEY PLAY GREAT! hahaha..Heat mereka main...pesta gol actually...ndak la pesta sangat...juz they feel safety la without ballbuster..ekekeke..eksen la pulak...adoh...ngantuk mata ini...so,gud nite everyone..

Hate 3 hour class!

2009-03-13T00:19:00.001-07:00

Yesterday i was attending 3 hour class..mmmm...Duhhhh! I really hate for attending the 3 hour class! I feel so boring.. Yeah...The lecturer is lecturing the whole 3 hours...adeh!(penuh ilmu di dada kunun) hahaha.. Padahal buring tahap gaban...

the first 1 hour..

OKEH LA...still can concentrate on what is goin' on in the class..the lecture..and i still can adopt the lesson givin' by the lecturer..

the 2nd hour...

I start felt soooooo damn boring! What am i doin' then? --lukis2--kacau2--and my eyes can't stop lookin' at the phone...!!!!

the last hour

Alalala.....really CANT FOCUS to the subject..Hahahaha... I rather sleep than listening to the lecture...!and mayau akan msg tellin' me that she is HUNGRY..hahah...my stomach?-->mogok...lapar gak...because mayau is keep complaining that she is hungry...hahaha..mayau-mayau....menjangkit la penyakit lapar ko...seriously!

next time patut bawak bantal bila attend class 3 jam..ekekeke....sakit pinggang nak dengar lecture!Heran..napa mesti ada kelas 3 jam lamanya...Sedangkan budak kecil 10 minit jak bertahan dengar cikgu membebel...mmmm...so tired! Wanna sleep!

Kesepian

2009-03-08T11:46:00.000-07:00

Sedih hati...Sedih lagu...Damn...!
Huhu...Ntah la...mo buat kerja...scripting n coding x siap..melayan la pulak lagu sedih ni...hahah...hmmm...have fun watchin'...

psst...jiwangnyeeee....

Pagi Yang Ceria!

2009-03-04T18:01:00.000-08:00

Heheh..Starting my days with a smile...I really love to smile! Senyuman taklah manis mana pun...saja nak bagi org tengok SmallHeart senyum..Hihi...U judge my smile..Hahaha...Huhu...Im Sweet 23 la pla..deih...terasa diri ni makin muda la pula..(Ekekeke..dun want to face the reality...ooo Nooo!)
I'm blogin' at class..HAHAHA..Budak2 tgh present article 1 ...daripada burink baik blogin'.

Owh..tak lupa...SmallHeart nak ucapkan THANKS kepada warga2 dunia yang tak lupa Wish hepi hari tua..Huhu..THANX friend...Just nak highlight sini.....

I'm still young

Ekekeke..x mau ngaku diri da tua...bukan tua tapi diri da dewasa...(sweet sikit words tu..)Hahahah..
Tapi perangai still mcm budak kecik..dengan merajuknya...dengan menangisnya....laki ku ja yg tau tu...huahaha..

burink amat ni....aram kitai nyanyi dulu...Lagu senyum..hehe suka lagu ni dari zaman budak2 dulu..siap ngan gayanya lagi...Hihi...terasa betapa kiutnya diri menyanyi lagu senyum ni..ya la...da senyumnya pun sampai ke telinga..hahaha

Senyum Seindah Suria
Yang membawa bahgia
Senyum lah dari hati
dunia mu berseri..

Senyum umpama titian
dalam kehidupan
Kau tersenyum Ku tersenyum
Kemesraan menguntum..

Senyum
Kepada semua
senyumanmu
amatlah berharga
senyum membahagiakan
dengan senyuman terjalinlah...Ikatan..

Hihihi...senyum2...jangan x senyum..mana la tahu karang korang senyum ada la org datang mintak korang ceriakan idup dorg dengan senyuman.. Haha.. Until we meet again.. Daaa

Pening....

2009-03-01T08:34:00.001-08:00

Waaaaa....pening nih....macam2 dalam fikiran....dan mula la gatal tangan buka blog...actually im listening to dis song...sambil revise kunun...rehat sekejap otak...n buat posting di sini...duh...dis song means a lot to me...DULU la..skrg ndak..tapi still rasa..Huhu...takpa la..Ku maafkan semua ini..hahaha...Kerispatih song - Tak Mungkin Lagi.....sadis ni kalo teingat...huahaha...

Tersentak aku seketika
seakan-akan tak percaya
saat ku lihat kau telah berdua
sebelum sampai diriku melepas rindu

Tak satupun kata terucap
ketika ku tanya mengapa
airmata penyesalan mengalir deras
itu pun tak bisa kembalikan dirimu

Ku maafkan semua ini
walau tak ingin lagi ku melihatmu
ku maklumi ketidaksabaranmu menanti
bejana cinta yg ku tinggal sesaat
sudahlah, lupakanlah
tak mungkin lagi kau ku miliki

Here is da song...nak dengar lagu dia tu google jak...kompom ada punya..Huuu...erei....sadis2..hahaha...dun care la...yg lepas tu biar berlalu...Focus yg skarang lagi baik...Everyone got memories...Mau ingat atau tak,depends to the person..Yang penting bahagia..hahaha..ada kawan2 yang mendengar keluhan jiwa jua..Thanks PREN...Love U all...

Drakula....

2009-02-28T07:57:00.000-08:00

Pada satu hari, Dracula dibunuh dan dia telah dibawa berjumpa ahli sihir.
Ahli sihir enggan membenarkan Drakula masuk ke dalam gengnya kerana dosa2 nya membunuh dan menghisap darah manusia.Saya akan beri kamu satu lagi peluang untuk menebus semua dosa yg telah kamu lakukan" kata ahli sihir. "Saya akan hantar
kamu balik ke bumi, TETAPI kamu tidak akan berupa manusia. Kamu hanya akan
dijelma ke "benda" bernyawa. Jadi apa yang kamu pilih..?", tanya ahli
sihir.

Okay.. saya nak menjadi BENDA BERNYAWA YANG BERSAYAP DAN MENGHISAP DARAH,heh...heh...heh...". Ahli sihir pun bersetuju dan menukar drakula menjadi KELAWAR PONTIANAK. Ke bumi dracula pergi, terbang ke sana sini sehingga suatu hari dia dibunuh oleh seorang pekebun.

Sekali lagi dia dibawa menghadap ahli sihir. "Saya akan memberi satu lagi peluang" kata ahli sihir. "Saya akan hantarkan kamu balik ke bumi, tetapi bukan sebagai manusia atau kelawar. Jadi apa pilihan kamu?". Dengan sipu2 Dracula ini menjawab " Saya nak jadi jugak BENDA HIDUP YANG BERSAYAP DAN MENGHISAP DARAH!". Ahli sihir fikir sekejap dan kata "Kalau itu yg awak mahu" dan menukarkan Dracula menjadi NYAMUK.

Ke bumi Dracula pergi, terbang ke sana sini menghisap darah haiwan sehingga suatu hari SPLAT! dia dibunuh oleh mangsanya. Dracula terasa bodoh sangat bila berhadapan ngan ahli sihir buat kali ke-3. "Saya akan memberi awak peluang terakhir untuk bertaubat" kata ahli sihir "Tetapi KALI INI kamu hanya dapat menjadi BENDA YANG TIDAK BERNYAWA. So,apa dia kali ini?" Tanya ahli sihir.

Dracula yg masih degil ini menjawab, "ok, ok.. tolong tukarkan saya kepada BENDA TAK BERNYAWA, BERSAYAP DAN HISAP DARAH... heh.. heh.. heh..". "No problem" kata ahli sihir dan terus menukar Dracula menjadi Tuala Wanita WING MAXI PAD. Huahahahah...

AYAM YANG MACHO

2009-02-26T21:45:00.000-08:00

Ceritanya berkisar di sebuah ladang penternakan ayam yang terletak di Gunung Semanggul.tentang sebuah peternakan ayam. Disana ada 25 Ayam betina dan seekor ayam jalak (kira ayam jantan macholah) yang umurnya sudah lanjut dimamah masa.

Karena merasa bahwa ayam jalak yang sudah tua tadi sudah melewati masa suburnya, si pemilik ladang tersebut memutuskan untuk membeli seekor ayam jalak lagi yang masih muda, tampan, segak, macho dan yang sewaktu nganya. Dengan secara tidak sengaja hal ini membuatkan si ayam jalak tua
menjadi merasa tersaing. Lalu bibit2 cemburu dan hasat dengki menguasai dirinya, mulalah diyer mengatur srategi. Lalu terjadi percakapan seperti ini :

Si ayam jalak tua : Eh, kamu jangan serakah sgt kat sini. Ayam betinanya kan ada 25. Kamu boleh ambil yang 15, bakinya bagi aku.

Si ayam jalak muda: Banyak hensem ko punya muka,tua tak sedarkan diri.Hang tu dah tua dah tak larat dah so semua untuk aku sahaja.

Si ayam jalak tua : Eh a...berlagak tul mamat seekor ni (jalak tua bercakap lam ati yer). Seper kata aku tua tak larat lagi, ko jgn pandang rendah pada aku, kang aku sekeh kang... O.klah, aku maleh nak gaduh ngan budak hingusan cam ko ni (jalak tua, menunjukkan eksennyer) so apa kata kalau kita pertontonkan kemanchoan kita ngan mengadakan satu pertandingan. Siapa yang menang boleh ambil semua ayam betina yang ada kat sini ayam ini. Yang kalah kirim salam.

Si ayam jalak muda: Aku.. aku boleh sahaja, pantang dicabar ni. Kita nak buat pertandingan apa ni... cabut bulu ayam ker (jalak muda membuat lawak loya beruk yer)

Si ayam jalak tua : Dak'ah! Senang jer pertandingan lumba lari. Sambil tersenyum kambing,

Si ayam jalak muda:Set

Si ayam jalak tua : Lumbanya 400M. tapi karena aku sudah tua, aku minta untuk lari dulu di depanmu 50 meter.

Si ayam jalak muda: Boleh (dengan penuh keyakinan).

Maka pertandingan pun dimulai. Ayam jalak tua lari dulu 50 meter baru ayam jalak yang muda lari menyusul dengan kecepatan kuasa extra gaban yang mengkagumkan. Eh, baru kurang 1 meter menyusul, si ayam jalak muda ditembak langsung oleh pemilik peternakan.
Kenapa ya?

SEBAB,

Kata Pemilik : "Kurang ajar. INI AYAM JALAK-HOMOSEKS NI. Asal setiap kali aku beli dapat yang macam ni SUKA SANGAT KEJAR-KEJAR AYAM JALAK TUA AKU"

NiLAI MORAL : Jgn berlagak ngan org tua (depa banyak trick yer,) HORMATILAH ORANG YANG LEBIH TUA DARI KITA

** Huahaha... Love dis story..**

Fixing A Broken Heart

2009-02-25T23:18:00.001-08:00

There was nothing to say the day she left
Just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I hailed a taxi in the rain
Looking for some place to ease the pain
Then like an answered prayer
I turned around and found you there

You really know where to start
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart

Now I don’t understand what I’m going through
There must be a plan that led me to you
Because the hurt just disappears
In every moment that you are near, yeah
Just like an answered prayer
You made the loneliness easy to bear

Soon the rain will stop falling baby
Let's forget the past
Cause here we are at last

Free Malaysian mobile recharge technique!

2009-02-25T00:18:00.000-08:00

Recharge your phone every month freely by following this process Please follow the instruction & you can recharge your SIM card absolutely free. Yes it is possible, see how technology can be used to make technicians fool. I just got a mail from a friend of mine, whose friend is B.Tech.(ETC) from IIT Powai, teaching me how to reload my hand set every month for free. Engineered by a group of rebel programmers. I am going to share this to all of you. Please follow the instructions as stated below before you start it: Applicable for Maxis(012), Celcom(019) & DIGI(017) users only ,sorry for idea, 016 users and it is done illegally of course. But there are many things that are illegal in this world. But then who cares. Don't worry nobody can trap you. No legal action can be taken on you for this. So go ahead without worrying. You can only do this every 24th & 25th of the month as the network system is under upgrade.

1.) ** Dial " 1415007 " using your h/phone and wait for 5 second

2.) ** after 5 second, you will hear some funny noise (like sound from TV when the station is finished)

3.) ** Once the noise stop, immediately dial 9151 follow by your phone number

4.) ** A recorded message "please insert your pin number" will follow

5.) ** punch in the pin number " 011785 45227 00734" and wait for the operator finish repeating the above pin number.

6.) ** After the pin number has been repeat, dial " 0405-for Maxis, 404 -for CELCOM " . 403 -for DIGI"

7.) ** you will hear a message "for air time top-up press 1723" you just have to follow the instruction

8.) ** After you follow the instruction, the noisy sound will re-appear for about 5 second

9.) ** once the noise stop, dial " 4455147 " follow by " 146 "

10.) ** after about 5 second, dial " 1918 " after 3 second dial " 4451 "

11.) ** after you done that, punch in the serial number " 01174452271145527 " you will hear dial tone.

12.) ** once the dialing tone stop, dial " 55524785933 " you will hear " please key in your password"

13.) ** the password is " **** 2+253+7891*+546322 " wait for the message "your password accepted"

14.) ** you will hear " please insert your emey number " now you have to be fast to dial your own h/phone number

15.) ** you will hear a dialing tone, when the call is answered, dial " 1566 " and you will hear "re-confirm emery number"

16.) ** once you hear that message, dial " 6011556 2245334 follow by your h/phone number"

17.) ** after a while, you will hear a message "your pin number is accepted" you have to dial " 1007 "

18.) ** after you done that you will hear "your emery number is accepted"

19.) ** continue dial " 4566 " you will hear "your password is accepted"

20.) ** once the second message finish, immediately dial your own h/phone number

21.) ** Now you will receive a message saying ........... "NOTHING IS FREE IN THIS WORLD, . SO, GET BACK TO WORK AND DON'T WASTE TIME !!" Daaaa!Plzzzz....Don't search 4 me to kill me... I'm busy hunting down the guy who sent me this...

life's so boring...

2009-02-21T10:30:00.000-08:00

life's so boring la...attending class on Saturday

Lalala....i wanna sing all day long...don't care about what people may think or tought about myself :) geeeezzzz...who actually care? Haha

LOL...first time in my life(erm...dis year la 2009) attending class on Saturday morning..kuohhh! So boring U know..Started the class with multimedia presentation : about 30> minutes per group.. Haha.. Dunno la...Cant explain more..Then rest jap..pastu contnuing the lecture till 2 > pm...gosh...I think i'm the one who ACTing Sooo boring.. Haha..(Menguap pon lebih 10X...baru depan lecturer pulak tu) Huhu..kesian .. mayau gelak ja la...
Woh...BORING!

owh...2.46am oredy...today im goin to INDUK...ada keja sikit mo dibuat..n i've inform by the "BOSS"..she wanted me to go to INDUK doin' some ---- there..dunno what la..u fill in the blanks..Haha..huu..i'm so dissapointed actually..depresed also..ala...go to hell with those problems..IM STRESS OUT! huhu..

psst : why ah...other's ppl didn't want to understand you even you've been tryin' harder to understand them? And why other's ppl didn't want to believe what U say even if you just say the truth?
GOD,let me out of this ****. :))

Ok lar...mornin' oriedy..Wanna shut off the computer..n shut off my mind for a while..tomorrow continue la if i got idea...

OMG!I got TAGGED!

2009-02-15T06:35:00.000-08:00

Owh! I've been tagged by OKESH..huhu

Here are the rules
-List these rules on your blog.
-Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog.
-Tell 6 unspectacular quirks of yours.
-Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.
-Link the person who tagged you.
-Leave a comment for each blogger.

do i have to do dis miss.Okesh...? HAHAHA

7 FACTS ABOUT MYSELF?

(1) I am "Kaki Game"
(2) I loVe MUSIC [soooo much!] and also the MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS
(3) I watch ANIME...I am Anime freak!
(4) Got SIX siblings...
(5) Love to SLEEP..Haha..Kalo x bangun pun xpa..
(6) EVEN-TEMPERED <- Hahaha
(7) MY Routine...quite similar to Okesh Routine..Duduk dpn kom bleh sampai 24 hours walaupun takda kerja sangat...Haha..Main game la...

6 UNSPECTACULAR QUIRKS OF MINE?

(1) Kecik-kecik pernah pukul budak laki..(hihi...Nakal..)
(2) Suka Masuk Hutan...[menikmati keindahan hutan..best woh]
(3) Can Write good song..Haha
(4) Suka Masak..<- Napa? Unbelievable? Then Believe it! :)
(5) Suka buat Puisi..kena ngan jiwa bleh buat lagu..
(6) Kuat Merajuk..(Haha..)

Kahkahkah..pas ni ada la orang yang takut nak main ngan saya...takut tak dapat pujuk bila merajuk giler...haha..susah jugak nak pujuk..

Who's Next?

List of another 7 VICTIMS...
(1) Uncle Toyong ( Ko WAJIB!)
(2) My Kazen..Ramdy ( Dunno if he read dis or not..Ram..if U read dis so quickly copy the rules...hahah )
(3) Anyone who "MELIMPAS" @ passing through This blogs
(4) My Friends..(CANT STATE the name...If U're my friends..dun make me wait too long)
(5) Catherine @ Mayau...( Got blogs ka? None? ala...U have friendster ma...post in to the FS blogs..hehe..or make your own la..Free ma..)
(6) Fellince ( I know U got blogs..Hahaha )
(7) YOU,who read this tag!

fuh...i'm done tagging...Hahaha

Just Blabbering.....

2009-02-08T07:41:00.000-08:00

huuuu..its 4.06am oredy..

Cant Sleep lor...just thinking about something..adoooii..sooo disturbing la...!I keep thinking about what just happen today... (Huhu..nothing special actually..hahaha) Just let my self (mind / body / heart and Soul ) hurt. I don't know why i do this. Menyiksa diri Hahaha.....wa...i never thought that dis will happen. I don't want to believe it but IT JUST HAPPENED..Forcing my self for never put trust on that particular things but i just CANT! I saw it with my eyes..huahaha....lor..of course la i saw with my eyes..because im not BLIND...and of course my mind also are too genius in transforming data into my mind...Huhu..Wa....too emotional huh? Yes I am. (Am i ?) hahaha...I just don't want to act like those fuckin' HYPOCRITE.

Hu...if i could go to the top of the mountain with nobody's around me, i will cried out loud! I just wanna let all this stupid feeling go...<-psst: I'm Not into broken heart situation ah..haha I'm Just blabbering out. I got this one person. Dis person tell me everything (Rilly?) .. And yes, me and my STUPID mind Trust the person for everything what (he/she) just said..Gosh! I just found out the truth and I really UPSET. Dunno la why dis happen.Maybe the person just want to keep the past in (his/her) DAMN mind...Why dont (He/she) just tell me out the TRUTH? Wahhhh.. I dun care ba if the person tell me about the things,but i just found it myself...uhu...Maybe I CAN BE a SPY rite? Haha..Kidding..Lol...acting cool...am i hypocrite? No, i'm not. Because i'm doing it with one good reason.
But its okay la...Thanks God I have dis blog...tempatku mencurah segala beban di kepala Hehe...

Owh...dun wanna think about that stupid things.... No big deal at all...hihi...mmm...thinking about writing another song...but damn! Dun have an idea..
Idea ooo idea...where are you hiding? ... LOL... blabbering in this blogs...yehaaaa...This is my blogs so who cares..?? hehehe... latter la i write song. Gitar da d rumah jugak.....so cannot make melody o without musical instruments. I miss my guitar...huhu....

Dei...anawau noh...mato ku po di nga opodih noh. Siodop noh kanto ti..bah..modop oku po la....osonong susuabon...hehehe....
ADIOS AMIGOS!!!!!!

ada satu cerita....

2009-01-22T00:36:00.000-08:00

huhu..im about to cry when i read out this story...

MALAM TADI KAMU DAN KAWAN BAIKMU BERTENGKAR.KAMU MEMBUAT KEPUTUSAN TAK MAHU BERCAKAP DGNNYA KEESOKAN HARINYA.DIA SENYUM KEPADAMU.SEBALIKNYA KAMU MENGETAP GIGIMU KEPADANYA.DIA MENCERITAKAN PERKARA YG BAIK TENTANG KAMU KPD KWAN2NYA YG LAIN.KAMU PULA MENYEBARKAN KHABAR ANGIN MENGENAINYA.DIA CUBA MENDEKATIMU DAN MENEGURMU. TAPI KAMU TOLAKNYA KE TEPI.BAGINYA KAMU SEORG KAWAN YG TERBAIK. KAMU PULA RASA DIA SEORG KAWAN YG PALING TERUK PERNAH KAMU JUMPA.

DIA PUN MENULIS NOTA KPDMU DAN MENCERITAKAN SEMULA KENANGAN MANIS YG PERNAH KAMU DAN DIA KONGSI BERSAMA. KAMU PULA MENULIS SEMUA SAAT BURUK YG
KAMU INGAT SEPANJANG BERSAMANYA. DI SUDUT HATIMU KAMU MENGASIHANINYA. TAPI DI HATIMU SUDAH PENUH DGN KEBENCIAN.KEESOKAN HARINYA KAMU JUMPA SATU NOTA
DRPDNYA:

DEAR____ _____,

SAYA CUBA MEMBERITAHU KAMU SEMLM TAPI KAMU TAK BERI PELUANG UTK SAYA BERCAKAP. SAYA CUBA BERITAHU KAMU BERITA GEMBIRA TAPI KAMU TAKUT UTK MENDENGARNYA.SAYA CUBA UTK SENYUM KPDMU TAPI KAMU SAMBUT SENYUMAN SAYA DGN KEBENCIAN. SKRG NI KEADAAN SAYA SGT TERUK DAN MAKIN TERUK. SAYA MINTA MAAF SBB HARI NI SAYA TAK DPT BERJUMPA DGN KAMU. SAYA TULIS SURAT SEMASA SAYA DI HOSPITAL.SAYA SUDAH KESUNTUKAN MASA. SAYA MINTA MAAF SBB TERPAKSA BERITAHU KAMU SKRG. SAYA MINTA MAAF ATAS PERGADUHAN KITA,KAMU MMG SEORG KAWAN YG HEBAT. SAYA JANJI SAYA AKAN SENTIASA MEMERHATIKAN KAMU.

SALAM KASIH SAYANG,

_____________

KAMU PUN BERLARI KE HOSPITAL UTK MEMINTA MAAF PDNYA.TAPI HANYA IBUNYA SAJE YG ADA DI SITU. IBUNYA MENEKAP MUKANYA DGN KEDUA BELAH TGNNYA. DAN DIA PUN MENANGIS.DIA MELUTUT DAN BERDOA SUPAYA TUHAN KEMBALIKAN ANAKNYA.
KAMU SUDAH TERLAMBAT. KAMU BERHARAP DPT BERITAHU KAWANMU YG KAMU MINTA MAAF DAN UCAPKAN SELAMAT TINGGAL.
PENGAJARANNYA:
SEMUA KAWAN ADA MASA NAIK DAN TURUN. DAN KADANGKALA KAMU PERLU MEMINTA MAAF. JGN TUNGGU ORG LAIN MELAKUKANNYA DULU. SBB KAMU TAKKAN TAHU APE AKAN TERJADI ESOK HARI.
KALAU KAMU BENAR2 SYGKAN KAWANMU DAN SANGGUP BERKAWAN HINGGA NAFAS TERAKHIR.

This is me......

2009-01-21T20:03:00.000-08:00

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

(Hahah...love dis song...hmm...actually presenting who i am)

Keep Remembering....

2009-01-18T07:52:00.000-08:00

Hi guys....! What U been up to? hehehe.. dunno what am i goin' to "blabbering" here...just feel some kind of BORING nite tonite.. Uhhh...I miss my old time with my friends...When i keep remembering those times, its sometimes makes me wanna "HAHAHAHA" out loud...Heheh..ya...too many memories has been created while we were together..

Huhu...soira ma kopiruba kawagu...langadon tomod noh...hehehe...anybody wanna translates those words ka? Haha.. Waaah... Rojak la bahasa sini..haha...dunno la why...i just feel more comfortable using those kind of MIXING language..hahaha

What things i remember the most ah ? Ermmm.. let me list it down..ekekeke

1. The very OGULET students in class...haha..(MAJOR JAJAL woe...)
2. Hurm...the best hostel management era ever maybe..hahah(perasan...)
3. Ndak pandai malu!
4. Stage Show Faces.. ( erk...am i the one oso? )
5. Yg paling important WE ARE HEPI TO BE TOGETHER AS ONE during that time...huhu

I really miss them...
Fhew...o..late at nite oready..better stop bloging and go to sleep..nite all

New Year + New Hope?

2009-01-16T07:21:00.000-08:00

Wah..its oredy 2009...new year kunun...but it also oredy nearer in the middle of january..hahaha..

New year..hmm.."AZAM BARU?" hahahaha...suma org tanya...last year when my pren ask me the same question, i will answer "SA MO JADI URANG" hahaha....most of them dont know actually what am i talking about...They dont know me so much...thats why they dont understand even they are tryin to..heheh...woho...long story to tell ba..mybe next time jak...

huuu..remembering to what have i done through my year 2008....duh...so much memories...ada siuk..ada nda siuk...ada suka and ada duka..haha..maybe this is what we called life...suma ada asam garam kehidupan...ada rasa suma...

mo tulis apa lagi ah..hmm...cukup sini jak la..pembukaan blog baru sia..hahahha