why me?

will you wait for me?
and care for me?
even for a thousands years, you'll keep waitin' for me?
will you hold my hand forever, and never let it go?
will you always say I NEED U,I LOVE and MISS YOU,
even if u know im dyin' tomorrow?
will you trust me in every single action i do,
even if i am thousands miles away from you?
will you see that im the only one who care and love you,
even im not always be around you..?
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urgh....
if only u will....
Day comes after the day and the time passed away
the pain i feel..remains forever...
whos gonna fix it for me..? no body's will..i wont let it to be fixed...let the pain killin' me softly...i'm not even worth for anybody...i am useless...no more love story...no more fairy tales..it just a horror nightmares coverin' me every night with the teardrops and the painful pain i feel inside..erk...should i say thank you for leavin me behind with all of this tears and pain? God...im not strong enough to overcome this all kind of shit..i'm just wondering...why me..? why do i have to feel everything?MY FAULT?owh...just let it be...as long as other ppl are happy for doin this to me...then its okay...i am the one who feel the sensation of pain...